20-11-2022 time 9-46am - When this first started they wanted to see how long I would live for so making me compliant was not some thing they tried to do I did what I wanted when I wanted and worked up and down the country and they followed like imprinted ducks
It has only been the last two years that they have tried to make me compliant because what they once thought was funny is know longer funny because they now relies they have no way of getting down this blog because they have thrown ever thing at me regarding there pain and sensation there is nothing they can do to me that they have not all ready done
The Milgram experiment was not about making the person who was receiving the pain compliant but making the person causing the pain compliant to the point they would murder if it was called on them to do so
I have lost my way a bit in what I am doing when they say they are causing me pain to make me do some thing and I refuse and just let them carry on until they stop
I have to ask my self why do I take any notice of them and just do as I have all ways done
the answer is I do not no
what I do no is from this day onwards I will be doing as I want when I want because to do other wise make me feel I am compliant in some way
all I have to do is remind my self that I am a free agent and can think for my self
and follow my routine the best way I can
so what is my routine I get up at 7-45am have a shower and then breakfast and have my pills
post what i need to post and look around the internet - do any jobs that need doing and then have a sleep because they wake me up through the night
lunch 1pm and pills I then do some needle work and get my tea ready which I have around about
5-30pm do the washing up and settle down for the evening and do what some more needle work
my routine is simple and workable there is no room for them to make me compliant because the clock is in charge
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