A day in the life of mmh189

Thursday, 24 April 2014

81 letter to Hogan Howe - 24-4-14

what there Dr Freud told them that if they said they were targeting me because they were on my side I would except it better, this dose not make sense to me, one the one hand they are saying they are targeting me to make me delete my blog and bring me down, and one the other hand they are saying they want me to get use to it,

when this started back in 2006 they told me I had to get use to it because they were for life, this I have done that is why what they are doing is pointless, I have never made real demands on me, There pain has been used to see the effect on someone while going about there daily life and how and what effects it would have on there health both physically and mentally, I have lived for 10 so far been targeted and I am ok, because I have learnt to live with it dose not mean I do want it to stop because I do and would love to see the men and woman and the whole of the metropolitan police brought to book over this,

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I made one video straight after the other

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Tuesday, 1 April 2014

Rape in English law - 1-4-14 time 19-25 when a weapon is used for rape

Rape in English law - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

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when a man of 40 use a non-lethal weapon to target a woman vagina or anus he is sending a very loud and clear message to her, this is what he would like to do to it he had the opportunity,
the office of the Metropolitan police do this to me ever day, they use a sharp pain to my anus and think it OK because it dose not say anything about weapons,
these men and woman of the Metropolitan police are depraved there is no other word for there behaviour
the office on duty at this time are doing this right now,
once one of the officers said it was up to there own discretion how they targeted me, the officer on duty is still targeting my anus to show he is not afraid
the pain the use feels like a knife going through me, the office on duty said I have no shame posting this, the shame is not mine it is there they are the rapist not me, I am defenceless against there weapons
on the 2nd they raped me at 3am - 7am - 6pm- 9pm and 0n the 3d at 3am and again this morning
4-4-14 time 1416 the office on duty is targeting my anus I some time wonder if it is the same men or diffrent ones, this week they turned the pain up so much they made me bleed, the man and woman on duty at 3am targeted me last night as well

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you can see movement coming through the window

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they say they want me to take this down yet they carry on targeting between my legs

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24-4-14
they do this to try and bring me down - it will not because it has gone on for to long,
they say they have a physiatrist who has told them that when they do this if they say they are doing it because they are on my side I will except it, and the point of that is because it just baffles me - why would they on one hand want me to except some they are doing to bring me down and use it to try and bring me down it dose not make sense to me,

Thursday, 22 August 2013

compliance

they need to test there weapons and the government need a compliant unit to do there bidding

in the Milgram video below they are not trying to make the person been tortured compliant but the person doing the torturing compliant, ever time they try and get out of what they are doing they are told why they have to do it,

what I am trying to do with this blog is show that you can survive been a targeted Individual. It is not easy but it can be done,

The Metropolitan police were charged with testing non lethal weapons for the Paten report 69 and 70 they were named after Chris Paten

this started in 2004 and hear we are 2013, I worked until 2011 when I felt I was a danger to the people I was looking after because they targeted my back and knees all of the time and I was afraid that if some one fell I would not be able to look after them properly .

Ever day I post in the current months in Labels and what I am trying to do is show what has happened each day for as long as I have been making videos,

I started in 2007 and am still making them,

now you are wonder why I have been allowed to make them when they are evidence against them,

I fist put video on You Tube because I though it would stop them, as you can see it has not, they thought it was funny and some of them tried to decide who would play them if it was ever turned in to a film, the Metropolitan police are so argent they believe they are untouchable, and there is still not enough known about the weapons they have,

what they did not no when this started was that the projectile and effects and the pain they cause could be seen on little videos made on cheap Mobil phones. They thought they could punish people and bring the down with these weapons but they can't man was born with free will and we will all ways strive to live like that,

which one of us is compliant them or me, I believe the men and woman who pull the triggers are the complaint ones not me,

I have decide to send open letters to Hogan Howe who like to think of himself as the boss of the metropolitan police, I want him to know what he has done to my life, if he were running a corporate business he would be answerable,

Hogan Howe you can expect me

Tuesday, 13 August 2013

police who have follwed me

you can find the video for the pic same policeman six times in labels

3-2-14 time 16-48 The Metropolitan police and secctioning

I have just had a very strange phone call from some one looking for a Mary which is my name, she said she was called Lesley and would not tell me who she was, when I gave My full name she said was looking for a Mary Higgins and put down the phone,
the last time I got a phone call from some one called Lesley she was a social work and came to section me and failed, I was then giving a social work called Peter who came for a while,

The strange thing was that when Lesley came she ask to speak to alone and ask me to say that I had never been raped I would not agree to this, if she were real a social work why did she ask me to do this

when I first reported the rape PC 412xh kept asking me if the men were black I had to tell her over and over again that they were not
are they going to try again

I refused to take there pill and they did not try to make me

they came and told me I could go home in a few days so discharged myself they did not give me an appointment to see anyone once I got home and in deed when I first tried to get the paper work they said they had not heard of me,

HuddersfieldHospital 4-11-08

the day before I went in to hospital I was working in Nottingham the hospital phoned me on the way home, I came straight home and had a take way

my brother in law took me to the hospital

when I go there I had to wait for a bed

I would like to say that the nurse were all real good and have no problem with them only with the management for allowing the police to set up in the hospital

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in the video above you can see there is movement from there weapons and a projectile is just hitting me on the head

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I had just come around from the operation and they were all read targeting me,

they all so targeted me in the room they take you to straight after the op they targeted my back, the nurse who was looking after me could not make out what the hell had happened

the girl at the bank

police evidence bag

when I took my phone to disklabs to have the contents analysed I was not not on the Internet and only realised it was a police evidence bag when I saw it on crime watch, it could be argued that I brought a bag but I have not, and it was only to day (6-5-13) that I looked up and found place that sell them

NOISE 2008 - 2014

I HAVE LIVED WITH THIS NOISE SINCE 2006/7

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GRANGE OVER SANDS

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MY FLAT

Monday, 12 August 2013

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▶ Acoustic Weapons - YouTube

TO UNDERSTAND THE NEXT POST YOU NEED TO LOOK AT THIS VIDEO

weapon that goes through you

THE VIDEO AABOUT THE WEPAON THAT GOSE THROUGH YOU BY THIS COMPANY IS JUST ABOVE THIS POSTING

The Weapon that goes through you

this video is only part of the story, you need to watch the video under this one

Acoustic weapons you-tube it explains how the weapon works,

I have video I made before the 28-dec 2011 and I say that something has pass through me,

just got to fine and post them

you can find some more info in 00000Az shock waves that goes through in the labels bit

Method

you can have cameras in your house that will send you a picture to any country that you go to,

weapons are getting smaller and can be used by remote control, drones prove this point all to well,

we are use to seeing people with I pods and phone and think nothing of it, these play things have become very sophisticated and can be used to operate weapons

we have cameras as small as a finger tip, ordinary people stand no change of finding them in there home unless they take ever thing strip back the walls and you would not find them,

could the unit below operate a weapon i would think so

Thursday, 20 December 2012

Raythone microwave video

what you feel is not only pain but a sensation

I have posted a new report about Raython they have shrunk a part for an plane and made it smaller then a penny, how small have they made non lethal weapons

these are just a few page from a large report

Raythone kill bee

I am not say this man is operating a killer bee or has killed any one the pic just shows how they are operated and how removed they are from the front line

I am not saying that a Raythone Drone was use on this occasion
what I am saying is this is how easy it is to become to seeing the target as people and treating them as a video game