Wednesday, 31 December 2003

10-6-18 Letter to Cressida dick -

10-6-18 time 7-37pm
I have been taking water pill for a week  and they have made no difference because ever time I try and put my feet up they cause extreme pain to my legs until I put them down, 
I have a wedge on my bed which has been there for well over a year ,
my legs are like they are because they have targeted my legs all day and ever day in some way and because they target my hart and lungs as well 
how your hart is has a knock on effect on your legs 
they keep saying they can not stop targeting my legs because it is a valuable tool to them yet they have never gained any thing by what they have done to them or any other part of my body 
so what is all this about I wish some one would tell me because I think it is just a lot of metropolitan police office who get of on what they are doing and want the ultimate high 
you are asking what that is murder of cause 
they keep saying I am putting on how I feel if only that was true I do not want to eat having battled for the last 18 month's to try and have 3 meals a day even getting up is a battle at the moment 
I am trying to set goals for each day and today it was watering my tubs which I did and trying to get the floor back up to scratch only half done, have not done any needle work for a week but have done a little today 
I tell ever one who rings I am feeling better in hopes I can fool my self in to thinking more positive 



the stuff they have been shooting in to my mouth is causing blisters 

still have this sore and to day they though if they could cause more it would look better 
all so had blood loss from other leg sort of spots of blood 



they target my hernia and of cause all that is around it 





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