Wednesday, 31 December 2003

3-1-18 Letttter to Cressida Dick - new years resolution

3-1-18-time 10-26 
I went to bed at 10pm and went straight to sleep so they woke me ever two hours and each time I went back to sleep so am feeling a little better this AM

my resolution is to not respond to any thing they say or do as it is pointless 
all they do is repeat ever thing they say and the pain they cause 
I have been staying in bed when they cause me extreme pain but in a way this is giving them the upper hand -
They woke me this morning to pain in my head and when I had finished watching an interview with Gregory Porter then I got up 
when I was working I got up what ever they did and carried on with the day when I stopped work when they caused me extreme pain I just started staying in bed god knows why 
we some time do things for no logical reason and this is one of them 
by getting up I am taking back control they are not going to stop me doing what I want to do with my day 
The day is mine to spend as I please 
My other resolution is to try and stop biting my nails this will be the hardest thing to do 





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