I have not posted for a few days because I have been helping my sister pack her things up ready for moving, if I say so my self I am good at pack up so that nothing get broken,
They of cause are still targeting me and have not left my knees along for days, yesterday they kept saying they were going to try and give me a bad chest as not the NHS are not giving out as many antibiotic's
they keep trying to make me eat by targeting my tummy in the end it makes me feel sick I have lost count of how many time I have said this, what they are trying to do in control all of my bodily function because they think it makes me compliant
your appetite is convened by a hormone called girelin as you can see in this poster and there are 3 thing that suppress your appetite, I have looked to find some thing that explains why helicobacter effects your appetite and can not find any thing as of yet,
them targeting my tummy dose more harm then good for all they know by trying to make me hunger they are activating what makes not want to eat
They are playing God but what is so different after all they have been doing that since 2003 they thought back then I would live 6 months and this time last year they thought I would be dead now they are saying that I will be dead by the end of the year - and to there bitter disappointment I am not having pain in my tummy only what they cause,
when I went to the doctor they targeted the scales so I did not get a proper weight and have decide I will never weigh my self again because I do not think any of the were right and my weight has no relevance to how I am feeling - I do no I am still lose weight by a top I brought
now they are saying that they need me to have a medical because the doctor found some lumps in my tummy - what I did was mark them before I went and she put them down to fatty tissue had they let me weighed with out interference she my have taken it more seriously
I have got to take a sample because I have had a loss of blood as well, They have been talking about making me fall over -
I will just after see what happens
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