9-4-2022 time 11-46am she said raping me is the only thing they have left

I have had covid so have not been up to posting it make you feel worn out all of the time this on top of them causing me pain and waking me up means I have been struggling to get through the day, 

To be fair some of them turned down there weapons and one night they left me alone so slept from 11pm until 5am 

so what has changed 

I have been doing a time line at the end of each day and been putting that it had been quite a good day 

so what is going on in the mind of the woman on duty this morning is she trying to make a name for her self as the one who brought me down